Maybe you never hear me speaking English, but sometimes, this is my best way to express myself. Hispanic people may don't understand me, but if you are interested on my sad or maybe depress way to see the world, may be normal, for adult people, but for a 14-year-old girl, this is sad.
My family are always telling me that my vision of the world is so little with the real world, but no one knows anything.
First, let me introduce myself, a myself that few people actually know. Everyone thinks that I'm the classic Christian heterosexual girl that is addicted to internet. False. I'm actually bisexual, I'm bisexual for a long, long, long time ago, and my family have no clue, they dont even ask me anything. Actually, I do have a girlfriend, a sweet girlfriend called Alice, we're happy together. And also, the next confession won't like to the people that have a religion. Yeah, that hard. I'm misotheims. I hear you by know, What in the hell is that? Well in the basic form, is that I hate God because he is a little bitch. Now don't comment "Hey! God is good! How can you say that!?" Blah blah blah. Don't care. And why you must say, well, this is the topic of the text.
People are blind, you know? We all are soldiers, in this infinite war that's called humanity. No one is capable to do exactly what they want, sometimes bad things, maybe with good intentions, or maybe things that look good, favourable, but the idea is horrible. No one knows. The true people behind this, aren't even the government, no, not even the rich people or the so believed Iluminaty theory, no. According to me, is God, teaming up with the devil to have our world how it is now, a piece of crap.
Holy shit, now I can imagine your faces, your so confused faces. Don't you see people? Even God is bad and the devil could be good. But no, no one stop to think about it. I remember to hear Einstein to say "Bad is only the absence of good". Where is your god in that moment uh? That moment when maybe a tragedy has happened, when someone loved is on a bad situation. What do you do? " Please, god, don't let anything bad to happen!" Poor innocent and blind people. And what if I told you that Einstein was quite honest on his though, but that bad isn't the absence of good, instead, good is the absence of bad.
I'll tell you a little history.
One day, decades ago, God was desperate. Why? Simply, people around the world was changing, stopped believing that God was good, all the murders, the kills, bombs, tragedies, everything. They stopped thinking that God was good, so they stopped praying, stopped being lied to, the mission back then was survive, survive and live in ignorance, because intelligent can kill you. You might know what happed when people stop thinking that something is real, that thing just get sucked into a fairy tail book.
To be continued...
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